well. after house practice i went to wan en 's house. so cosy. well. we had pizza. haha. then i went to wan en's bedroom to explore. ya. we had a chat. talked about so much. haha. then she wore her school uni and let me see. it was like a full dress rehearsal. she tied her hair too. haha. so cute she was in her uni. lalala. then we dipped our legs in the baby pool. played PLAYGROUND. haha. well. like that loh. anyways my sister told me a joke. how to keep an asshole from making noise? ans: wear a panty.

anyway today mr chen read out those who got booked. haha. i was one of them. lala. so what? hmph.. he combed his hair today? everybody was looking and laughing. nice hairdo~

12 more days to chinese new year eve. faster faster!!! i want to meet 6/1. and i want cash rolling in my pocket. mwahahaha! anyway. my first compo i got 39/70. awww. sad. i din know they will minus marks for wrong words. one minus one mark. dammit. compo always alot of wrong words one. primary school never minus!! bleh. the max. marks that can be deducte for wrong characters is 7 and i minus 6. bleh bleh.. if not i could get over 40 loh. what poo. gimme thirtyNINE. urgh. never even start with FOUR. blehh. im so sad.

well. there is very little homework today. yayy. so i "shaked" my way out of school and to the busstop. eee. so many pple squeezing. i waited for the 4th 190 bus to board. wahaha. dun like to squeeze. bleh. then took the mrt then reached compasspoint. ate at the foodcourt and bought some badges from a shop. went to popular to buy a holepuncher and to the library to borrow books on poetry and prose for LIT. ergh. bleh. since i had plenty of time.i walked home from compasspoint and timed it. omg. im lame. hoho. i was about 18 mins. well. my sister went to SENTOSA with her friend. i had to open the door myself. hmph. so tiring. well. the computer's mine. muahaha.

new maths problem now. ergh. maths in geography, maths in finance? blahblah. haiyo. so confused. hais. my brains are still not working fast enough. nvm. wait... anyway. priscilla got 274. and charlene got 275. hammer. hammer. knock me dead. haha. bleh. wrote to my angel on the wkend but forgot to bring to school today. uh oh. hohoho. nvm. well. geog was ok. but still cant adapt to mr yap's sissy voice. and cant get used to mr chen's wash elephant lesson. eeee. well, i seem to be talking to wan en on the phone everyday. hahaha. she has got more complaints than me. all indians! -.-" ya. spent 1hr and 25mins with her on the phone. until her phone no batt. hahaha. well, we're counting down to cny eve. lalala..

you REAP what YOU sow :

to losers.

lalala. got into art club. hohoho. my friend, madeline, also got in. yayy. tuesdays 3:30-6:30. anyway i just cant understand maths. negatve positive. now im better tho. i finally kai qiao-ed for that chapter. hope life will be easier. oh ya. the HMT teacher divided us in groups. whattt poo lah. dammit. im in the same grp as the asshole. shes such a sucker. fcuker who shirks responsibities. disabled shit. that day we were writing a compo. she din bring her dict. fine. i share with her. but that fricking whore was lazy to find. she just flipped a few pages, cant find she ask other pple. dammit. time waster. delayer. im full of profanities recently. urgh. nvm. to her only. hais. sad sad. today assembly was so extra. what has the prefectorial board got to do with us. ergh. still need to wear tie. suffocating. SUFFOCATING. then after the assembly saw simin at the entrance. sort of accompanied her til 2:15 or so then i headed to compasspoint to meet my sister. when i peered into my purse, to my horror. only 10 buckies were left. AH. so my sis treated me lunch. then she bought 3 jap anime vcd sets. whattt. 80 buckies + shes crazy over that. haiyo. yea. then went home loh. hais. so tired. tmr got house prac some more. haiees. but nowadays i feel that i use my time very wisely. well. I THINK SO. waha. and today we went to the comp lab for comp studies. AH. so fun. we're gonna learn to make websites and use photoshop.dreamweaver. but flash is sec 2. ahhhh. cant wait. lalala. talked to wanen on the phone yesterday. hahaha. she got so much to tell each other, i was telling her about the asshole in my class then she told me the asshole in HER class. wahaha. malay/indian some more. same fate we got. cant wait to see her on cny eve. 25 days more. waiting patiently. actually kinda miss her. haiss. but we'll still be best friends. yayy. need to get her a present. hohoh.

im dying. the asshole beside me is coughing like shit. she's sick and she still wants to come to school? ong. she's evil. she wanna spread to me. i dun dare to breathe. im going to die of either way. get infected by her or die of suffocation. aha. ya. yeterday was art club selections. wow. i saw a girl from khs and from art club as well there. she's sec 2 this year and so coincidentally she's the one who is interviewing me. yohoho. they asked us to make a strucure with straws. dammit. i was like. .. how to stand. at last i did it. my structure was the most fragile of all i think. you blow - it drops. scary. doubt i can get in tho. omg. whatever. dun care. i worried and my mama said- chuan dao chuan tou zi ran zhi. wow. really i hope. hoho. sec one's text seems so chimmmm for me. rgh. need more effort.

7 january 2005: happy 13th birthday to wan en. *applause

aha. on friday i slptover in rgs. waha. my "luggage" was like im going to stay in rgs for one week. oh my godie. so heavy. yea. had house games. ok. quite fun. aha. bath time. whatttt poo. the psl asked me to wash my hair in the basin. ya right. like i will do it. in the end i bathed in the cubicle. HEY. thats not shower anyway. is HOSE. whattttt poo. so sad. yea. i went in for less than 5 minutes and the psls were banging on the door. im freaking PISSED. dammit. then guess whatt. i comed my hair on the way back to class and the comb BROKE? whatt whatt whatt? i was walking back to class with an indian. awwwww. she din wash her hair. -.-" anyways i dun think i bathed properly. i think i just wiped off the soap with towel. pooooooo. ya. then dinner time. i love the spagetti. lalalala. then we were supposed to chreograph our own line dance. yarks yarks. total disaster. aha. then sleepptime finally. they were playing a movie. dunno what title. a very old movie. i can only hear horses trot. ya. i slept at 11+ i think. whatt rubbish. the aircon was spoilt i think. so damn hot. oh ya. and whats the prob with my slping bag. i had a backache. bleargh. woke up many times. i dun need the alarm. i can hear people snoring. packed my slping bag. ya.. brushed my teeth and went to have breakfast. bread bread bread. yarks. i just drank the milo. i lied to the psl tt i have eaten. waha. but she asked me to eat one piece. yea. then had house prac. we were supposed to learn a dance. then our grp of 5 were like nt moving then the leader gave up on us and said tt we need nt do the dance. so impatient. bleargh. throwed the javelin. oh my godie. i threw so near only. waha. standing broad jump i did 190cm. yayy. i did 160 cm last year in NAPFA only. hoho. then high jump 1.10m or 1.15m blah blah. hmmmm. lunch time i think. had vegs, fish, chicken and mango pudding. the vegs were in big pieces and tasteless. the fish was soo soft. the chicken was so skinny. the mango pudding was nice for 1 min. i din finish it. the more i tasted it the more stink it tasted. hmmmmm. back to home rooms. the psl told very lame jokes and asked us to laugh when no one is laughing. my class psls are very crazy. too crazy. over crazy. then the tea concert. ok lah. but our skit wasnt THAT good. i dun like it in fact. at least got enthu prize. bleh. ya. theres an asshole in my class. too damn bossy. i find myself scolding bad words i usually dun use at her. [ of cos nt in her face ] the more i look the more her face looks EGO. SHITTO. SICKO and UGLYO. just wanna say a big -fcuk you- to her. AHH. i dun usually use the f word. im just so pissed by her. =] oh ya. during the concert 2 girls asked my to take care of their bottles. then when they came back i gave it to them. after 20 minutes or lesser. they asked me where their bottles were. the 1st girl found it on her chair. SHE PLACED IT THERE. still dare to ask me. and the other shitty girl was like blaming me for nt taking care of her bottle. i repeatedly say that i gave it to her and she was like huh huh huh. each louder than another. dammit. responsibility sucks. then SHE FOUND IT ON ANOTHER CHAIR. SHE PLACED IT THERE. dammit. so pissed. then there was another girl. she wanted to do sth duno whatt. she ask somebody to take her towel and bottle. when she do finish dunno whatt she just snatch away MY towel [ thinking she handed her towel to me ] and went round asking "where is my bottle where is my bottle?" wahkao. ask her go to hell. indian some more.dun she recognise the person she handed her stuff to. NOT ME. asshole lah. so rude. just snatch my towel like that. then when she realised she got the wrong towel she smiled at me. like i care. i was already chanting the vulgar sutra in my mind.

whatever. went back to home rooms to clean up. blahblah. carried my one hundred ton heavy bag to the foyer to meet my dad. urgh. whattt more. he parked his car so far. my legs breaking. so frustrated. sooo hungry too. had mcdonalds. im burping. "D fine. went home. lalala. yesterday my sister messaged me " OI. goodnight. " HAIYO. so cute. waha. lalala.


nyway received this msg on msn :
send tHis on to at least 10 contacts in 10 Minns as a sign of respect for the tSUnaMi in asia if you break tHis cHain a Boy that died in the accident will stand in your room tonight at Midnight. No send backs. sorry

these stuff are so damn lame. what rubbish. tt time i received the school girl raped in school or sth. at nite also nobody come visit me. alot of pple also nv pass loh. then the boy must take alotta taxis to go to all places to visit those pple? aiya. anyway whatever chain letters that come to my hands will be broken. awwww. whatever. so tired.

wahaha. i woke up at 4am+ without the alarm. yea. blahblahblah. i went to school.. my parents drove me to the foyer, alotta students were crowding there. they were like welcoming people. [ altho they're not ] sooo squeezy. checked my class. 107. same as sandy. er. the orientation was overall quite nice. the school song was niceeeee~ altho i cant catch the rhythm. blahblahblah. they dismissed us so much LATEr. haiya. then went to the bus stop to meet my sister and we took the bus home. anyway. si min's class no indians or malays. [ how can? ] ming kuuuu. my sister and i took the mrt home. well. i dunno why, out of so many spaces, one indian sat beside me. =S went to compasspoint to eat lunch. blahblahblah. then took a bus home. i was so tired. i came home at 4pm+ and slept till 8:30pm. just sooo tired. ESPECIALLY that teacher who was giving the talk on HISTORY of rgs. i duno what she's talking. i kept yawning. she's like mumbling to herself? yarks. creeeeeeps. out of here.

well. school's starting again. in raffles. hope it's fun. im quite excited. packed all the things i need [ pratically nothing ] yayy. tmr ill be going home with my sis. she'll be fetching me since she's jobless currently. haha. i brought an umbrella with me. i hope it rains. so i wont bring the umbrella for nothing. -.-" yayy. im one step to independence again.